I don’t know what to call it.
This river is so beautiful, so beautiful it makes me want to jump off a bridge and start a revolution.
But I don`t have that power.
I have the power to be happy.
I can feel it in my bones.
I was in that river last weekend when a man came up to me and said, `This is it.
I got it.
That is what I want.’
I thought, `No way.
This is the dream.’
So I tried to go for it, but I couldn`t.
It is so surreal.
I think of all the people in my life, who would have done the same thing.
You see all the young, beautiful people here, but then you realize that there are so many of us here.
What does it mean to be alive?
The river is just a beautiful thing.
It`s like a giant flower, and the water flows right into it.
You can`t get to the bottom of the river, but you can see the bottom.
You could walk on the river and see the people on the shore.
I can`s just as happy as anybody else.
You`re not alone.
You have the support system of family and friends and people who love you.
You know what I mean?
It`ll make you feel better when you`re around the river.
What do you want?
I want to go back to my home in Texas.
I`m a little overwhelmed by the love and the support I have right now.
I don`.t know what else I can do.
There is so much going on.
I am in a new city.
It makes me feel very empty.
There is nothing to do, except watch television.
I still get nervous at night.
I feel like I`re drowning.
Sometimes I`d think about what it would be like to live like this.
I really want to be able to walk the street and see my kids, go to the movies, eat dinner and talk to my wife and friends.
I would really like to have more time with them, because I want them to be healthy and happy.
It`s been a whirlwind, but everything I have learned has made me happy.
If I can`ve accomplished anything with this, it would have been to make a dream come true.
My wife and I just want to get back to Texas.
That`s what I was aiming for.
And that is what we`ve been trying to accomplish.